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Nah mate.. It ain't.. I am so freakin' disappointed at this whole mess with my apartment right now.

In July (somewhere around there anyways), we had a waterleak in the kitchen which lead to that the floor needs to be replaced. I still haven't recived money from my insurancecompany which means that the floor is still damaged.

Today after two days of cleaning the livingroom, the bloody aquarium broke and guess what? We couldn't do anything than to rip apart the floor which was installed.. last year and guess what? I will probably not see a single ? for those damages aswell.

The whole apartment needed to be repaired when we moved in here and that was 2-3 years ago and my family still hasn't aided us in that except than paint the livingroom and.. yeah, well that's about it.. and yeah, messed around with the electricty in this apartment which means that almost every button/outlet is damaged in one way or another and that has lead to us _always_ have to follow Nova around the apartment to see where she crawls and what she tries to.. examine.. I am so fed up with it, I am fed up with lies and other bullsh*t that people always seems to say to me.

I am so upset that.. I can't do anything, my anxienty is all over the place and my stomach is hurting like hell and I just basicly felt like everything was going down the drain.

I decided that this year, I won't be celebrating christmas with my family nor will I have any contact whatsoever with them aswell.. They are banned to call us, mail us, visit ut & and all other means to contact us. So both angry and really disappointed..